Saturday, June 12, 2010

cabin fever

i am antsy. i need to get out of the house. but i am not yet capable of lifting anything other than emmma (altho thankfully i CAN finally lift her by myself!) & i am still on lots of drugs, nor can i move very fast, so driving or going anywhere with the dudes is pry not the best idea. i also am not yet up for walking any where more significant than around the house & after trying stairs this morning decided that it may be a few days yet before i can manage our second floor.
c-section complications are not fun. (& i don't want to hear any crap about having a c-section. it was safest for em & for me. we don't take risks with our kids' health. end of story. even knowing what would happen afterwards, i'd still chose the surgery again.)
anyways-- regardless of all that, i am bored & antsy & in need of some sort of action.





a couple personal notes:

karianne-- if you're reading, stay tuned. once i find my camera, i have some pics to share, just for you & miss K!

kristi from nebraska-- if you're reading, lurkers like you are the reason i'm dragging my feet about going private. i don't write with inspriation as my intent, but knowing it's been a source of entertainment or hope for you makes me feel like maybe i've done a tiny bit of good in the world, especially knowing how lonely i felt after losing our first boys. i hope you don't mind being mentioned in a post (if you do, i'll remove this) but i just wanted to say thanks for de-lurking long enough to comment!

8 comments:

  1. Yay for being able to lift Emma, that's great improvement!

    No grief from me about a c/s, you are right, if you felt a repeat was better for you,then it is. Enough said. Another thing, it's not only your kids health, but YOUR health. Emma of course is #1, but you know what i am getting at;)

    ~hugs~ Cabin Fever after a c/s is ugh! Can you convince N to bring you somewhere, like, even a little store, just for a few moments of get out? Even a drive?

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  2. I have followed you since you were on the PAL board with the boys. I had my little girl about a month after your boys were born. I had a c-section too and when I get pregnant again, I intend to have a repeat C-section. I agree that keeping the baby as safe as possible is the most important...next to having a safe and healthy mommy to take care of them.

    I am so happy for you and your family. It has been great to see how big the boys have gotten and how beautiful your baby girl is. I am so glad that you are feeling good enough to lift Emma. I am one of the lurkers and hope that you will include me when you go private. my e-mail is kmschf@bex.net.
    Thanks!
    Kim (from Holland, OH)

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  3. Great news on being able to lift Emma!

    You know I am totally not going to give you crap on the c-section! And you know I have your back if anyone tries to!

    Cabin fever, I was reading somewhere, not sure where, they say to at least get out of the house for 15 minutes per day. Maybe, go on a family trip to get cookies, even if it is the corner store it gets you out of the house.

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  4. I remember that same feeling of cabin fever! When my son was born, (January) it was cold, windy, snowy and cloudy. I would go out to the back porch and walk a few times up and down just to get out of the house. Of oourse I was totally wore out when I came back in (C section aslo) but it felt good. I don't think I went anywhere for the first two weeks. By then, it was like going on vacation. Hang in there. You'll make it!

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  5. I am with you on the repeat c-section. We considered a VBAC for a bit, but any risk, no matter how small, wasn't worth it. Recovery from my second c-section was defnitely harder than the first.

    I get cabin fever terribly if I am home for too many days in a row. I second seeing if N will take you on a drive.

    Love seeing your updates! :)

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  6. So happy to see your update was a great one. I agree w/ the others regarding- asking N to drive you to a small store for just a few or taking a break outside for a few minutes. Great suggestions if you can.

    Heal Fast Vibes coming your way!!

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  7. Congrats on your baby girl's birth (and sorry you are antsy!). :-) I stopped by from Kerianne's blog.
    Take care!!
    April

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  8. I hope you're able to get moving soon! Antsy is no fun. I second the backyard approach. Even a few minutes of sunshine makes me feel like a new person. And yay for being able to pick up Emma! That's a great step! I hope you're feeling back to normal soon!!

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